Mommy Fail

I don't know guys, I kinda had a doubtful day today. Just one of those days. Eliseo was very needy and clingy, I think because he's been home from daycare all week and he's getting used to being with me all the time. Today's routine was all off, starting with another post-nurse nap this morning. We slept until a little after 8am and that just set everything back for the day. I didn't get hime down for a nap until 12, and even then he only slept for 30 minutes. I think that was my biggest mistake when I went to the gym for Step aerobica class after work. No second nap. Tired baby. I dropped him off at the childcare and he had a meltdown. I thought for sure as soon as I was out of sight he'd be fine. But, after about 20 minutes they had to come get me because he  wouldn't calm down. I left the class and we went home, and I've been feeling like I failed as a mommy today ever since. He fell asleep on the ride home, of course. And later we played a little on the floor, gave him a bath and put him to bed at the normal hour. Tomorrow I will stick to our normal routine. Today I felt back to not knowing what the heck I'm doing sometimes. If I had it to do over again, I would pay more attention to how my sister took care of her kids when they were babies. I'm just kid illiterate every now and then. I hope I'm doing the right things for Eliseo. I certainly love him enough everyday. Just an off day.